Today I’ll update you about my life a little bit. I promised to do this type of post every few months, so I can talk about my life and how is blog doing! We are in summer now and honestly the weather has been so on and off. One day it’s super warm and sunny and the other is raining and it’s cold like in fall time. Even though the weather has been so strange, I’m trying to enjoy my days and just living my life the best way possible.
First I’ll give you few updates about blog. I’m managing to keep my schedule of posting two times a week. I like it this way, because blog is active and it gets traffic. The views dropped a little bit, but that happens in summer time, because people focus more on their life and enjoying weather, then checking what’s up with online world. I’m still getting a lot of traffic from search engines, so blog is doing really well. I’m thinking to upgrade soon, buy a domain and have blog all for myself, but it’s definitely a big step, so I’m still thinking about it. I’m just scared if something goes wrong.
I’ve been doing project pan and I have really enjoyed it for the past 6 months. But I’m a bit tired of it, so I came up with new concept that I’m enjoying more. Every month I pick makeup that I’m going to use for that month and put it in basket that I keep on top of my vanity. I pick full face of makeup, sometimes I’ll have multiply blushes, highlighters or any other products, but the idea is to use all of those products in rotation for the full month. This way I’m actually rotating products in my collection and I’m getting the use out of every product. When you have big collection of makeup, things get forgotten easily and you are not getting the use out of them. This is great way to actually get the use of your makeup and you are not tired of using the same products over and over again.
I’ve visited my friend in Germany in May. Me and my friend Edina had such a great time visiting Germany and having good girly time. I never been to Germany before so for me it was such a fun experience. I did two outfit posts while I was in Germany. One of them was “Trying wallet on chain trend” and “Styling white body con dress”. I have few more posts that we did when I was in Germany, I’ll post them after this update post. I enjoyed travelling so much, but I was so tired when I came home, it took me few days to get back to my usual self. We literally wanted to visit as many places as possible, so we didn’t have any chill time at all. So I suppose we got tired after so much walking and not getting proper rest.
I’m single again. I broke up relationship when I got back from Germany, it was just not healthy relationship anymore. It got to the point that I was miserable because I couldn’t help him and thinking about it now, he didn’t want my help. He deals with a mood changes all the time and it got to the point that it was hurting my own mental health. I’m sad that we didn’t work out because we were great couple, we never argued or fight, because we think alike and have the same plans for future and life. I really thought that he will be the first guy that I’ll truly love and be in love with, but it didn’t happen. Good thing is that I’m not dealing with a lot of emotions, relationship never got to the point that I fell in love, which would make this whole thing of “getting over ex” a lot harder. I don’t want to bring all the issues of relationship here, it just didn’t work out and I’m moving forward with my life.
As I’m single for about 2 months now, I went on few dates already. I’m not looking for relationship at this point, it’s just too soon. But I want to hang out with new guys and maybe I’ll meet someone great, you never know. I actually went on few dates with one guy, he’s something special. I definitely think that we could have great relationship, but we are taking things slow. He knows that I’m “fresh” out of one relationship, so he respects my idea of needing more time. However, he’s really hot and I definitely fancy him, so we’ll see how long I’ll actually be single haha. I’ll definitely give you an update about my “love” life in next update post, so you’ll know did me and this guy worked out.
As I travelled to Germany recently, I’m not really eager to go anywhere else this summer. I might take a quick trip to sea side in Bosnia, or travel to Croatia as it is close. I love summer time next to a sea, chilling, relaxing and having a great time you know. I love swimming, it brings me so much joy, so I definitely wanna go for few days and just do a lot of swimming.
I’ve been struggling with my mood swings lately, it obviously has to do with break up a little bit. It’s nothing serious, it’s not as bad as I experienced in my teen years. It can be also because of my hormones, they’ve been at high lately. I’m keeping myself busy and really trying to keep positive. I re watched “90 day fiancée – before the 90 days” show and it’s really fun and entertaining. It really helped me to think positive and just get to my usual self. Also Beyoncé – Lemonade, do I need to say anything more? It’s perfect album to get over someone and forgive him. I don’t want to be mad at anyone in my life because that just drives negativity to me and I don’t want that. I love myself far too much to hurt myself with negative thoughts and emotions.
That would be everything for today. I hope you enjoyed this update post. I try to keep these posts short, but sometimes my chatty self takes over and post gets a bit long. But I hope you enjoyed and had fun while reading. Let me know what is happening in your life? How are you doing? Are you enjoying summer so far? Do you have any travel plans for this summer? Thank you for reading. Have a nice day! xx